the haze is back

thers nothing to be done, sitting around the house smoking, drawing some, not really feeling motivated to do anything. might as well play some video games, something 16 bit usually helps. ill let you know how that works out, in the mean time touch this i know you want to :)

what now

all the test are done, failed 2 won 1, the rest of the summer im suppose to find a job and and... dont know what else. was thinking of starting making a game about some thing, got a couple of ideas, ill start with the simplest one, just a walk down a flight of stairs. i think in the high end engines of today i should be able to produce a result relatively quickly and it should look and play good. should i consult some friends who study architecture? or just brute force it? any opinions?

p.s. my hare turned out just fine, i think ill keep it for a while longer

facebook fan page

i made a facebook fan page to promote this shit, thers a link in the link dump page, and in case you cant follow that link hers the direct link http://www.facebook.com/pages/Young-Dued/228481423840101 please like so that i may steal your friends and promote this page manually :P

oh, look

almost no one came to visit. so this becomes a place where i write about shit once again, not that that changes anything, just that now  thers no one reading, anyway its my birth day today, so its only fitting that no one showed up. also ill make a facebook page to "promote" this blog. if you feel like it join and share. the link will be in the link dump, and ill make a post about it

hello there

not much happening lately, started doing nails, bought a bunch of nail polishes and materials, forgot to by white, idiot, didnt seem so obvious that it is really useful, beginner. apart from that, thers this sweet little number that flew in from the states. melancholy eyes, hare as long as her legs, and legs for miles. dark and aromatic, sure does have a purty lill mouth to go with all that charisma and character. unfortunately im banned from entering by here sister, who just so happens to be one of those people i dont got the heart to cross. still, its fun spending time with such a treat of a person. just hope she doesnt linger in my mind for to long :)

sunshine

for a couple of days now iv been sun gazing, and i dont know if its the meditation or the medicine, but im starting to feel better. im giving more credit to meditating, namely there was a time in my life when i had a lot of time on my hands and no better idea what to do than meditate and play dota. it is in that period that i learned the most about the the game, and more surprisingly about life, thers a subtle line connecting all things in life. but you already know that, its the realization of the thought and catching of the line thahs enlightening. im not saying im there, im just saying i can see it from here.

p.s. im getting my hare died black :3 ill let you know how that works out

medicine

so... just got back from a 4 hour clinic-spree. got some pills to take, three different colorful bottles. starting the medication tonight, from what iv been able to read, it does the same thing as weed, dont get why i had to stop taking that to start taking this, it does mostly the same thing? anyway ill let you know how it goes.